life is good again, confusing yet good.
late night munchies kick in!

life sucks!

life is good!

finally i have road runner!
its so nice!

finally i scheduled my classes for miami! its always good to procrastinate. my schedules not as bad as i thought it would be! luckily i didnt have to take a friday class! well anyway just thought id let everyone know!
later

just found out some very horrible yet good news. my heart is smashed in a million pieces right now and thats why im writting in here. i can't sleep b/c all i can think about is the horrible yet good news! i know i will be plagued by it for at least the next couple of months. i hate it yet i knew that i would have to deal with it (in its entirety) sooner or later. i tried to deal with parts of it previous times, yet i found myself struggling so bad b/c of my deepest feelings. i couldnt lie to myself so i just did what my heart said. but this time ive decided to let fate take the wheel. i cant interfere with this any longer. i need to take a backseat and just close my eyes. (b/c i really dont think i am ready to know what happens!) so to whom this concerns; i love you so much and i always will. im sorry for all the heart-aches and tears. i hope you forgive me, and i want you to know that i HONESTLY do wish the best for you. even though i might not act like it all the time! and remember, im always here whenever you need me, just take the tunnel and youll be here in no time! lol
peace,
evan

just got back from dj'ing. it was pretty fun, i even got a phone number! well thats about all i wanted to say!
later

is it just me or does no other male understand anything about females?!

R.I.P. Amanda.
We will miss you!

went to the fireworks tonight with the boys. that was nice, havnt done that in a while!
but overall, good day. sat around most the time and i even watched the wedding planner! good movie! anyway im beat, g'nite all!